Maitra Jivanche......!!!!!! part 1..

I started writing this blog in 2008 march 2nd..but couldnt complete... i am going ahead and will complete the same soon..may be in few posts...

he he...i cant believe i am trying to write something today.... i mean since last few months i was thinking about writing something but was not able to write because dont know why but i was not feeling like writing anything...Kadachit ithlya vatavarnapramanech mazya manala dekhil saway zaliye swathachya manapramane waganyachi.. ata manala kuthe man aste asa mhanun ugachach shanka fodayachi garaj nahiye...pan kahi mhana manala dekhil man asave asa mala kityekada vatata...mhanun tar Man Udhan Varyache...vagaire vagire...tumhi samaju shakatach...!

Tar... zala asa ahe ki kahi kelya maza man kahi mazya hatich yeina... manala mhantala ki vedya mana kay kela mi asa gunha? kay kelis tu kimaya ki vatu lagli sagli duniya janu kahi mohmaya!!! aayushyat kahi karayala sudhaa jamena ani maza man matra kashatach ramena... karun pahilya vegveglya khana khuna, lavun pahila nava nishana... viruddha kela swathachya sagla jamana.. parat mhantla raja sambhal swathala nahi tar rahnar nahi tuzadekhil thav-thikana... tevha keli thodi tad jod ani mhantla mana sang kahi tari tod...mana tuzya manat jar asel kahi rag tar to sod...hava tar tu maza man mod...pan nako dharus asa abola...aalaya mazya kaljat gola... aayushya zalay chola mola...Shevati manala ali mazi kiv.. mhanala kay karu kantalay jiv... zaloy ya aayushyat ekta jiv sadashiv...

mhantlaa ka re baba asa kay evadha traslay? tar man mhane kantala aalay jagnyacha.,,, mi ashcharya chakit...mhantla asa tar kay zala? ani ata he man aankhi kay kartay? kahi jivacha bara vait karayacha tar bet nahi na...are tyahchya nahi mazya...tyala jiv tari kuthay? jo kahi ahe to mazach ahe... to tar mast bebhan,bedhund aayuchya jagtoy...tyala na datancha dukhana na payancha operation... dokedukhi,angdukhi asle prakar dekhil nahi... mag mhantla raja tula re kay problem? tar mhane are ha tras mala nahi tulach ahe..shevti mi hi tuzach man ahe.. mhantla ho boltoy tar barobar..he tar mazach man kharokhar.. asa kasa padla mala visar...mag mi mhantla manala kay asel te spasht bol..mazya manachi tuch ata vacha khol.. yapurvi ki chakkar yeun firu lage sari pruthvi gol...bol mana bol bol bol....

Man mhaza khula...man maza veda...lagala mazyawarach hasu... mhantla kay zala asa itka hasayala...sangyacha asel tar sang nahi tar maza mich karan shodhen... mi atmaparikshan..nirikshan.. ani sanshodhan vagaire karin... marle mothe mothe dialougue tyala... man mhanala evadhe parishram ghenyachi garaj nahiye..ani tasahi tya saglya goshtincha fayada nahiye...mala te patala...mhantla tuch sang.. tar mhane ki tu mazya kahi prashnachi uttara de...mi mhantla ha kay khulsat pana.. mi tula vichartoy tyacha utttar dyayacha sodun tu mala prashna vichartoy.. man maza..mishkil pane hasala..tyat mala ek vichitra krurpana disla..mhantla he asa hasya mi kuthe tari pahilay...konacha bare asava.. mag aathavala ani man maza parat khush zala.. mala mazach hasya samor disla tevha man mala mhanala ki mi hi tuzach man ahe... mhantla sagla sod.. ani vichar.. tar mhane tu aajkal khush astos? mi mhantla ho... tyane parat vicharala manapasun? ...mi mhantla ho..."khota kashala boltos?" mi mhantla khota nahi bolat..man hasu lagle..."mag mi kasa kay khush nahi?" mhanta mi tar khush ahe..tuzya khush honyacha na honyacha kay sambandha..tu tar maza fakt ma... ohh shit... mhanje mi khush nahiye??? manachya dolyat mala fasavlyache mishkil bhav disle...

Ata matra majha majhya ekahi avayavavar niyantran nasalyacha bhas vhayala lagala... eka secondat sarva aayushya flashback-flashforward...left right round and round hotay asa vataayala lagala...mi ghatta dole mitle.. ekhada valalela pan churgalawa tasa mi majhe dole churgayala laglo.. dolyanpudhe andhari aali.. kahi kelya kalena..kay hot hota te majhach mala umjena... tevdhyat konachya tari jordar aawajane majhe karna dum dumale.. mi ekdum keyhole madhun baghave tase dolyanchi chotishi fat karun tyatun pahanyacha prayatna kela... konich disle nahi.. pan he sagla thambu laglyacha janawala...achanak ekhadya maha bhayankar swapnacha ant hot aslyachi janiv jhali.. to aawajahi olakhicha watala... mag thoda shant houn mhanalo.. bol mana... man mhanale arey ekdum jagbudichi khabar milalyasarkha kay react karat hotas.. mi niruttar houn hatashpane tyachyakade baghat hoto..........(continued)

pal wo hasi !!!!!!!!

kuch hasi palonki ki khwahish me
dil ne itni koshishe ki thi...
kuch to thi aasaniya aur kuch mushkile thi..
hasi pal ki raah dekhu..
aur kuch main na samajh saku..
kab aayega wo pal suhana..
jisko dhundhu main khayalonme..
kab hoga jane wo fasana..
jisko chupau dil ke konome...
hausala hai tuta ja raha..
lekin wo na aa rahaa....
hausalonki hai bulandi yun hame lagata tha kabhi...
dil to samajha hi nahi kyun...
dil to mahsus karta nahi kyun..
hai hasi harwo pal jo pal bita abhi..
kuch hasi lamho ki talash me..
kho raha hai chaino sukun...
waqt ki sunale dalile..
dekhle khudka junoon...
hai agar koi hasi pal to hai wo yahi abhi..
jile khudki jindagi tu jike khushi se pal sabhi..
aajmayish kyun hai kal ki aaj ko dekhle abhi...
warna ye pal dhal gaya to na aayega wo kabhi...
fursatonme jab karega tu yaad..
tab samajhega un kathnaiyonko..
ki yunhi main to dhundha ja raha tha hasi..
thi to wo tere dil me ya kisi muskano me basi..
har wo pal de khushi tu...
apnoko aur pale pal hasi...
unki talash me biti ja rahi thi jindagi ki daud to...
shart thi bas jitne...par jeet bhi milke fasi..
aur chehrepe ye kaisi dukhbhari hasi...
tab jana ye ki hasi ye rukne wali hamesha nahi..
fir tu jile is taraha ki...
leke tera bass naam bhi..
logonko mil jaye khushi..
tab tu ho ya na ho...lekin
pal jarur honge hasi... :)